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life is hell...deal with it
07.10.04 (10:55 am)   [edit]
well life has'nt been as bad as it could be but it's just getting worse and worse my best friens J. is proubly moving cause he think if he's moves everything will come down a little well he's wrong of couse but i think he really is thinking of moving but i guess he said he dose know cause he dose want to lose the friends he has it's all so confusing. Well other than that life is ok i guess lol well my msn wont reinstall and it's really making me mad. *sigh* so thats thats boring uh.
 
hell
06.27.04 (5:47 pm)   [edit]
ok her bnest friend has been my rivel for like ever and about a week ago she walked up to me and was acting like she was my best friend and jenn got mad at me for some reson and she told sam (paltines bf my rivel) that i liked josh (the guy) and ten minutes later she was going out with josh and paline said oh im sorry i did'nt know you liked him (amd i know she did) i told sam to go out with him ok son thats shity well a week later they break up and sam says that paline told her to go out with josh tro piss me off so josh is free and paline is pouting like every day to get josh to notice her and then she says well it's not like we're freids so you wont mind if i be a bitch and steel him from you cause you know i can.
 
hi
06.27.04 (5:33 pm)   [edit]
holy hell i have'nt been on here in forever, i am so busy this summer i have so much crap going on, and by bf thinks i hate him and i dont. well i was told to make the font smaller but i dont know if i want to so what do you think. well anyways life has been hell lately i have been at a kind of war with this chick named paline she is trying to steel my best friend away from me (oh and i like my bestf like a bf (it a guy by the way) and i want to go out with him but im not so sure, ok well i was wondering if anyone know how to beet someone at there own game, thsnkx for your help & and please do help. thank you sooooo much!
 
ps
05.25.04 (3:56 pm)   [edit]
omgosh im sorry i did'nt mean that it's something i heard of my favorite movie "Ginger Snap" i think it sounds cool if you say it fast not is cool sounds cool sorry for that!
 
My Best-Case Scenario
05.25.04 (3:34 pm)   [edit]
My Best-Case Scenario,
is hair every where but my eyeballs,
elongation of my spine till my skin splits,
teats, and a growing tolerance,
maybe even affection for, the smell,
and taste of feces,... not just my own,
and then EXCRUCIATING DEATH.!
 
Tortured Soul
04.20.04 (2:26 pm)   [edit]
As I look over my shoulder,

I see my painful past roll by.

I've lived life at its ugliest phases,

I don't know how much more I can take.


Miseries in the past haunt my dreams,

memories of fear and pain crawl through my soul.

I am a tortured soul surviving on the edge,

doing all I can to survive one more day.


Sheltering on the string of death,

right above the helicious dome of Satan.

If I could have one last wish,

it would be to wash away my past.


In my sweet dreams, I dream of heaven on earth,

willing to sacrifice anything to make it reality.

I find a reason to live and survive.


The clock is ticking faster and faster,

my hope is sinking lower and lower.

Thinking of my last words before I am dethrones,

I see life as a house of pain and torture.
 
Living on
04.06.04 (8:26 pm)   [edit]
Memories of our past times live on in my heart,

I still got your picture in my wallet.

Though you left for a better place,

you'll always be a part of me till I peace.


Our friendship grew through time,

our competition blossomed on the court.

We were a match made in heaven,

both had what the other lacked.


You showed me how a gallant warrior fought,

while I envied your courageous will on the side.

All our fights made us an even stronger duo,

we always knew we had each other's back.


You stood for me when I couldn't stand,

you shook my hand when I didn't deserve your friendship.

You touched my emotions with your generous big heart,

we were Sisters brought together by fate.


When you are looking down at me,

know that I'll always remember you.

You are the friend God sent to answer my prayers,

remember that your dreams still live on...


Farewell old friend...

 
Forever friend
03.30.04 (8:16 pm)   [edit]
Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it

Someone who make you laugh
until you cant stop
someone that makes you beleive
that there really is good in the world
Someone that convinces you
that there really is unlocked doors
just waiting for you to open them
This is forever friendship

When you are down
and the world seems dark and empty
youf forever fierned lifts you in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world
Suddenly seem bright and full


This kind of friend is one you want one that should be there throw thick and thin no matter what in age differences and in feweds

 
Alone
03.28.04 (3:46 pm)   [edit]
Our Lives are bound in the hands of fate,
Our paths are pirposes in life planned our before us,
yet still unknown.
Each new challenge in our daily life is a hideous plot twist
in a never-ending story,
Shaping our character and very existence,
So we may deal with what lies in the future intold,
When times are at thier worst and there is no where else to turn the defining moment...
the very nature of humankind, to fight back and prevail at any cost,
Then to celebrate the effort of the individual souls who's ultimate sacrifice a difference in how humanity is viewed as a whole.
It is when these thoughts arise to ones mind the nature of humanity and the individual is questioned and the great question is asked ............ Are we truly alone?
 
Madness
03.27.04 (11:35 pm)   [edit]
Tighter does the madness curl
inside my head, the sickness swirls
beyond the shattered looking glass
those horrors left my senses spare

Loved ones burning in the flames,
how i shudder from that shame!
to have survived their fiery fate
has left my mind in unsound state!

But reason lost is instint gained
my rage is loose, bloodlust unchained
My foes shall tremble when they see
the darker side of little me! :twisted:
 
someone sent me all of these so enjoy
03.25.04 (2:49 pm)   [edit]
Here are some your mama jokes, Enjoy


Yo momma so stupid she got stabbed in a shoot out

Yo momma so stupid it take her a day to cook a 3 minute egg

Yo momma so stupid you have to dig for her IQ!

Yo mama is so old, I told her to act her age, and she died.

Yo momma so old she knew Burger King while he was still a prince

Yo momma so fat she went to the movies and sat next to everyone

Yo momma so fat when she fell over she rocked herself asleep trying to get up

Yo momma so fat whenever she goes to the beach the tide comes in!

Yo momma so fat when she gets on the scale it says to be continued

Yo momma so fat she got to iron her pants on the driveway

Yo momma so fat when her beeper goes off, people thought she was backing up

Yo momma so fat when she gets on the scale it says we don't do livestock

Yo momma so fat The Himalayas are practices runs to prepare for her

Yo momma so fat she's got more Chins than a Hong Kong phone book!

Yo momma so fat when she lies on the beach no one else gets sun!

Yo momma so fat that when she sits on the beach, Green peace shows up and tries to tow her back into the ocean

Yo momma so fat she was in the ocean and Spain claimed her for the new world

Yo momma so fat when she goes to an all you can eat buffet, they have to install speed bumps

Yo momma so fat that she would have been in ET, but when she rode the bike across the moon, she caused an eclipse

Yo momma so fat they have to grease the bath tub to get her out!

Yo momma so fat when she wears a Malcomn X T-shirt, helicopters try to land on her back!

Yo momma house so small she has to go outside to eat a large pizza

Yo momma house so small you have to go outside to change your mind

Yo momma house so small she has to go outside to eat a large pizza

Yo mama’s house is so dirty, she has to wipe her feet when she goes outside.

Yo momma so ugly she scares the roaches away

Yo momma so ugly for Halloween she trick or treats on the phone!

Yo momma so ugly she tried to take a bath the water jumped out!

Yo momma so ugly she has to sneak up on a glass of water

Yo momma so ugly even Rice Krispies won't talk to her!

Yo momma so ugly they push her face into dough to make gorilla cookies

Yo momma so ugly she looks out the window and gets arrested!

Yo momma so ugly when she walks into a bank, they turn off the surveillance cameras

Yo mama’s glasses are so thick she can see into the future.

Yo momma so poor when I ring the doorbell she says, “DING!"

Yo momma so poor she went to McDonald's and put a milkshake on layaway

Yo momma so stupid it took her half an hour to make minute rice

Yo momma hair so nappy she has to take Tylenol just to comb it

Yo momma so skinny she turned sideways and disappeared

Yo momma so skinny she has to wear a belt with spandex

Yo momma has 10 fingers--all on the same hand

Yo momma so greasy she used bacon as a band-aid!

Yo momma lips so big, Chap Stick had to invent a spray
 
spirits
03.23.04 (11:11 pm)   [edit]
well one night my family was out of town i was bored i made some pop corns it was in a glass bowl and all of the sudden i heard a scream i dropped the bowl it shattered i ran over the glass to see what had happened (hurt like hell to do that tough) so i when in the living room and the lights were flickering the tv went fussy then vish yelped as if something had hit him or something so i ran to see what was wrong with him and he was gralling at something in the shadows i edged closer to where he was gralling the a light flashed i felt something like some one was breathing down my neck i tearnd arounds slowly then the air took on a defening cold i saw a shaded figger and it glided up to me my eyes went blury it felt like there was reaser blades clutching my shoulders i scream but i could'nt hear anything then i passed out a couple of hours late i guess my friend corrine found me on the floor in my living room with my arms bleeding slightly my breath still icey

 
Shaken sight
03.23.04 (2:37 pm)   [edit]
Have you ever been so mad your body starts shaking and your mad enuff to scream yet sad enuff to cry . Me myself have a bit of a temper... See my brother finds it funny to make me mad cause no matter how hard i try i cant seem to not get mad so i yell at him slam doors at him and yet even at my harsh words his harsh words, tone, and hits he still stands there laughing grining and at the end of the fight each time after the fight i lock myself in my room shaking with anger trembling with fear and crying with sadness so if you please know of anyway i could help this please please help me i down know if i can stand it again. Yesterdays fight left me so mad so shaken i could hardly breath. i left the house for several hours. I just dont know anymore. please help, thank you
 
This will make you cry?
03.21.04 (1:39 pm)   [edit]

Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad." This story is sad and unpleasant but true, So young people take heed, it could have been you.

READ AND PASS ON TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE

Please listen to this angel's request......

If you do the small favor she asks to come true, She will be sent down to guard and protect you.

Please....do it for Jenny.

Send ten copies and see what happens in four days. You will get a surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious.
 
hey
03.20.04 (12:14 pm)   [edit]
hey ppl whats up i just wanted to tell anyone that cares i have a new account it's me and my boyfriends(cowboy) so ya well check it out some time and plz comment it's cool plz and thank you bye

ps. the account name is BenAudLove
 
lalal
03.19.04 (4:54 pm)   [edit]
so i was told by him not to worry and it wont happen so im going to try that well im kinda bored here nothing to do i have been thinking about him alot ...i have trouble saying this cause he will read it but oh well
 
HOw can i tell
03.19.04 (4:44 pm)   [edit]
how can i tell if he does'nt like me he say he does he's just been tired lately but im not sure i want to believe him but i dont know i love him with all my heart i do but i dont know if he does plz help me out im so confused
 
Steamed Up
03.19.04 (9:35 am)   [edit]
There are things in life that makes us steaming mad. For you, maybe it's finding out your friend talked behind your back, or whaching a group of girls treat another group of girls badly cause they dont like their clothes , or race, or religion. Or maybe it's thinking about your parent's divorce.


ps. this mainly applys to girls cause most guy dont care about most of that stuff
 
Feelings
03.18.04 (8:33 am)   [edit]
Just imagine what your life would be like without feelings. Imagine not getting excited about the last day of school Or not feeling proud when your artical appears in the school paper. How DULL is that? Of course, it would be awesomw to eliminate feeelings like anger, stress, and saddness. But the truth is we cant escape our feelings. What we can do is take pleasure on the good ones--- like happiness, excitement, love, and joy--- and learn about great ways to manage and handle the difficult ones like self-doubt, unsecurity, anxiety, and anger.
 
The male brain
03.13.04 (9:35 am)   [edit]
ok this is proubly true for most guys
http://www.funnyjunk.com/p/malebrain-gif.html" title="http://www.funnyjunk.com/p/malebrain-gif.html" target="_blank"http://www.funnyjunk.com/p/ma...
look at it it's really really funny
 
lol thats SUnday school for ya
03.07.04 (5:42 pm)   [edit]
Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?''

When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.

A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep.

Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!''

The Teacher fainted.
 
MSN plz
03.07.04 (4:39 pm)   [edit]
ok this is the stupidest post i've ever made but im bored so ya ok if anyone would'nt mind i'd like to add them to my msn contacts so maybe then i'd have someone to talk to half to the time so if you dont mind leave a comment with your msn address or send me an email with it on plz and thank you.

ps. you can comment just for the heck of it i meen you dont have to like only comment to leave the address so ya what ever
 
Tears
03.05.04 (4:35 pm)   [edit]
When you see a little girl crying
It makes you want to cay too
But why why does she cry
As you aprouch the little girl
she stabbes her self in the heart
You run and never find out why she did it
Every night you cry and prey for the lttle girl
As you sit in your bed you hear someone....
She wispers "why why did'nt you help me!
Now you must pay!"

 
Hell is so close now
03.04.04 (2:31 pm)   [edit]
ok ya im not in such a good mood my X bestf is being a total brat she wont talk to me at school cause im a year just one year younger then her and yesterday i went to lunch and saw her there and i did'nt say hi or anything cause i know she did'nt want me to but i "looked at her" a couple times and she's all pissed cause suposably one of her friends said "what is she trying to kill your rep" so she like hates me for that it's soooo DUMB


ps please comment i need some advice
 
the all knowing
02.28.04 (2:38 pm)   [edit]
YOU'RE MOZAMBIQUE!
You're tired of fighting with yourself. For years, you fought battles with yourself over every little thing you could, but now it's finally time to move on. Just forgetting about it looks like the best way to move on, though you really like graphic representations of machine guns for some reason. Rebuilding yourself is going to be a challenge, but with the inner peace you feel now, it's looking like a possibility. Just take the machine gun off your flag.An outcast from all you meet, you have very few friends who haven't later backstabbed you in some way or another. And you've made your share of mistakes... a little torture, a little coercion, a little stealing, it was all part of a day's work. It's hard to say if it deserves the kind of treatment you're getting now, though. When people look for someone to point to with a worse life than they have, they think of you first.


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